Monday, December 10, 2007

DrEaMle$$

Sitting in the office day after day makes minds run wild beyond control.. For once u thought u are in control of your life and u know what u wanna do and u are god damn sure u wanna do it. As you move along, you start to think about your future plan and how you wanna go by it.

Along the way as we move in our daily fantasies(day dreaming to be precise), we start to find ways to improve ad to try make the most out of the dream we had in order to benefit more people and not to harm others and the dream grows bigger and bigger and suddenly when you are just too bored in the office you turn out ti be more pesimistic than you ever thought you could be. You start to think about all the bad things that could happen when it hasn't even started...Thinking that knocking your big bulky head on the table would help get the thoughts out of your brains, you start banging your head on the table in the office and all your colleagues start to think that you are stupid or most probably out of your mind and so they leave you as you are just to save themselves from wasting THEIR PRECIOUS TIME...

But still, bad thoughts starts to get worst, now you actually start to tell yourself that nothing you dreamt of will ever work out in real life and you make yourself forget about all these crap that you thought about( these are the things that are actually motivating the workflow) so..... KABOOOOOOMMMM.... your work spirit goes down the drain and you give up your dream and tell ourself that you should not dream anymore because you are not qualified to dream and nothing will work out because you are just a normal person and you should work your ass out till the end of your life...

That is how bad the mindset can get when you brains has too much time on its self and your hands are too free... Ater all these, the voice will tell ...." YOU ARE NOW OFFICIALLY HOPELESS, YOU ARE NOT EVEN ABLE TO FIT IN THE SEWER, GO DUMP YOURSELF SOMEWHERE FAR, DONT GO INTO THE RIVER... DONT POLUTE THE ENVIROMENT, FIND SOMEPLACE THAT IS FIT FOR A PIECE OF TRASH LIKE YOU"

Down the drain goes your mentality and your determination... for all that you know you are just very very confused now and so you leave the office at 5.30 sharp with loads of confucian( I MEANT CONFUSION) running in your mind..

After your deluxe spa shower with your favourite bodywash(LUX BODY SPA/ SHOKUBUTSU/ DETTOL & etc....) you go for your dinner still sulking about your miserable life and glide your way out to dinner and drag your fat ass back to your miserable room..

Dinner always give new resolutions to live. As your eyes start to shut, just before you enter the world of lala and fantasies, new resolutions come to you and you make new plans for yourself and right at the very last minute before you lose conciousness you manage to find your spirit and soul and bring attach it back to your body again to get prepared for tomorrow but day after day the same thing goes by and still....

NOTHING HAS CHANGED......STOP DREAMING......"ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS"

It comes to one final thing... just do it.. so i found the simple answer to all problems....
SLEEP OVER IT LEAVE TODAYS PROBLEMS TO TOMORROW AND LET THE DAY AFTER IT SOLVE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS FOR YOU....





2 comments:

Annabel said...

Chef seems a little down and disillusioned... *hugs* Personally I think it's alright to take each day as it comes... don't worry too much about the future... but never stop dreaming ok? Without dreams, we're all just empty shells... flesh robots, doing without thinking... Take Care Chef... ^_^

chefkhuen said...

bell.. i'm not down actually.. just a little bit off course because of boredom.. just wayar putus nee...
besidest aht nothing to worry about d